July 30 2 008
ANGEL
In some place you will be with your fair-haired ringlets, of naughty and greedy creature,
revolutionizing jubilant celestial angels
in the courtyard of the eternal memory forever.
My child touched you, they took you without visa,
infamous bravery of taking your smile from us,
your blue eyes stopped shining so soon,
the streets remained bereft of your escapades,
your careers, your ball, your T-shirt, you.
Three years without my angel, three, an eternity,
I do not want to cry out to the sky, curse the life,
I do not want to be a God's accomplice, it took it,
without permission, without license, where God was?
I do not want to pray, want to dream that you were,
I want to live in the illusion that you never went away,
I always want to have you for me, want you.
Say Angel to me, to whom do I say now niñato?
My child, I lack you, very much of less.
Do you remember when it was stretching you of the sideburn?
what had you very spoiled and pampered?
My god, now I understand everything, it seems that
and to enjoy of you wanted with so much hurry.
Mother's intuition, which for me is me
sister, my friend, my quite.
Do not forget your father, because it was adoring you,
parents, of your uncles, of your cousins, of your grandparents,
of the friends that so much we have lived along with you.
On having gone away, you made us knocked down in the sadness,
the whole life for living, only ten years,
today you would have thirteen, the whole hombrecito,
the whole good-looking and smart boy you would be,
because the face was hurting you of so nice,
because you were aiming at a fear tipazo.
Oh Angel, because they took you my child …
I reveal myself against the life. I reveal myself
against God, I reveal myself before more
big injustice that I have known.
I cannot write any more my child,
I wanted to avoid to cry, but I remember,
I remember you so much ….
And to live through your absence along with your dads,
seeing its suffering, its sadness,
its agony, every hour, every day.
You have given us a love lesson,
because of your absence we have learned
after all to love more and to value more
the life, the friendship and the feeling.
Do you know Angel? Your mother, your father,
they are going to give you a little brother,
it will never fill your space, ever,
but it will dye the tears of your parents
of eternal happiness along with your memory.
Dear friends this is the history of a 10-year-old child, Angel, which in the year 2005 died of cancer, son of a few friends. Until almost last day it had happiness to live. In a few months they took it forever in body, not in soul, which will always be between us. A beautiful, naughty rubito, a leader of its friends, because it was made want. To imagine a few ruined parents, a family that did not know how it could do it better so that they were not sinking, a few friends who were trying to wrap up them, but. difficult all that quite. Very hard, it was already the third one of three brothers, which comes of last like an illusion, with its other older brothers. If to lose a son is more hardly, above the pequeñín. Un rubito precioso, travieso, un líder de sus amigos, porque se hacía querer. Imaginaros unos padres destrozados, una familia que no sabía como podía hacerlo mejor para que no se hundieran, unos amigos que intentaban arroparlos, pero…. cuanto difícil todo. Muy duro, era el tercero de tres hermanos, el que viene de últimas como una ilusión, ya con sus otros hermanos mayores. Si perder un hijo es lo más duro, encima el pequeñín.
Today Mari Ángeles, its mom is pregnant, there will come a creature that will never fill this hollow that left Angel, but, at least, it will turn dyes of happiness and happiness to this house, the house of my friends.
Angels, Pepe, I love you. Your new happiness will make us happy to all. (real photo).















I have no words for this history
because I am sensitized by this topic
but it is hard to lose a son and more when you know
that you cannot do anything and only wait,
He wanted only to dedicate a few words to you
so that you know that I am always here
for the good thing and the bad thing, to cheer up
and to share, I have always said
that you have a big heart.
Do not change kisses
Not not where to begin … Only to say to you that of this situation, not already for it of my sister that you all know, but for a relative who has been in the same situation, I understand the family and understand you.
Damned friendly stigma epsilo, which leaves its mark to us when one does not take us to our most dear beings.
I read not where, that no dear dies really until one does not forget him. Never forget small Angel.
A friendly hug.
Thank you, Maica, thank you Barrak. If everything is very sad. In June it did three years of the child. And it owed this small homage to him. This if it is the life, is the reality, they are made perfect, of that we have to learn, and very much. We sing to the love, sing to the sadness, sing to what we are, all super fiction heroes. En Junio hizo tres años del niño. Y le debía este pequeño homenaje. Esto si es la vida, es la realidad, son hechos consumados, de los que tenemos que aprender, y mucho. Cantamos al amor, cantamos a la tristeza, cantamos a lo que somos, todos super héroes de ficción.
Let's love more those who love us, that they are there, which they worry for you, which you worry for them. We are not anybody, and we are quite.
…. That difficult is to fit this situation, the death there am something what we cannot face, I believe that it is one of the things that make us more vulnerable and defenseless, we are born you put to bed with the gift that offers to us the life, “the death”., even there it is acceptable, but that jumps the chain in this case with the death of a son … ufffff unthinkable for me,
Epsi I not to console such a pain, but the memory I believe that it is the best way of not moving away … besitosssss.
Epsilo
Quite what I can say is I feel it but I believe in God and that there is hope. I cheer you and the family up.
Kisses
Erika
P.S. Barrankas q I said to you that q it was not going to comment more in the blog but I could not keep back. Aunq I have not mentioned if I read them. Aunq no he comentado si las leo.
Epsi
Pardon, that did not go out for me well what I wrote that's why I said to bar that to write more was not going but the fact it q it was meaning is that I am sorry about it of Angel, but that I believe in God and that there is hope.
besillos
Erika
Thank you Erika, understood herself you perfectly. It is a question of a homage that it had hanging to this creature, and I have made you a participant of the same one, so that so we all value more the small things. A besote. Un besote.
Mess, is that there is no consolation for these parents, it is not. A besito.
True it is epsi ….no it is, but to take up office is part of the consolation, although it is alone of ghostly form ….Un besito.