April 14 2 008
The Jeweler of Stars
Like that messa a star gave me … him I have been turning …. and that I can obtain things …
For days. like every night, I have thought that very much … looking at the stars … in them I see your face … your eyes, your smiles, I imagine things … situations … if they will be true or alone excite, if the day will come that we meet again, us abrazemos and speak about everything what it has spent … or perhaps another disappointment is alone more … a more that it does of brick in the wall ….
The stars say many things to me … that make me imagine situations … perhaps those who must have happened in another sense ….
Since he wanted that the things were different, I do not know … another city, another moment, but that you and it is me who are alone, to re-write the history and to do that everything works as it "should" have happened, as sometimes I dream that this way it would be, as I have thought that it might be.
The recent facts have set me to think very much … and especially in you.
Yes. what we have spoken is small. and I even have doubts that it is what it will be spending …
fears? … do I believe that if they are … of whom or of what? not ….Quizá of two. or of one ….o of nothing. no lo se….Quizá de los dos..o de uno….o de nada.
fears? … also. why? … I do not know it either por que?…tampoco lo sé
insecurity? … perhaps if, on my part not
For my part I believe that I have my firmer and firmer feelings … believe in what I feel and in what I think.
Now more that I never mean that I will not lose you … not as he was saying earlier: "I do not want to lose you”, not … now is a fact. and an affirmation: "I am not going to lose you”
to speak? … Yes, we even have to speak and very much, but … of nothing they serve 5, 6 or 7 years that we know each other …. since the long distances between the meetings also count …
of these chats that we had … of the problems that we solved between us?
of the laughs, the crying, the doubts and wise moves that we have?
what is there of all that?
do you even believe that there is already no magic?, or someone the esta stealing?, for me it keeps on being the same situation, but someone or something is forcing you to look in another direction, perhaps I cannot avoid that, but I am not ready to lose so much time and so much through that we have lived, know that we are not together, know that perhaps I spent a lot of time so that finally we could be opposite to front, but yes that will be some day, and that this day will be more beautiful that we could live, of course, and I am ready to make it possible …, para mí sigue siendo la misma situación, pero alguien o algo te esta obligando a mirar en otra dirección, quizá eso no lo puedo evitar, pero no estoy dispuesta a perder tanto tiempo y tanto que hemos vivido, sé que no estamos juntos, sé que quizá pase mucho tiempo para que al fin podamos estar frente a frente, pero sí se que será algún día, y que ese día será el mas hermoso que podamos vivir, eso si lo se, y estoy dispuesta a hacerlo posible…
only I hope that you should be there also, how you it have always been from your PC
only I have a few words before me going to sleep … to see the stars from my window this night.
Aguadeluna
do you see ….como my estrellita he will make you think about beyond what you see?.El ”I am not going to lose you” it sounded strongly. I like that. not here you write it to him that I am not interested in either but. it sounded strongly … this is the important thing. I believe that” intention” is the implacable weapon that leads you to reaching what really you want … besitos no se aqui se lo escribes ni tampoco me interesa pero..sono con fuerza …eso es lo importante. Creo que el” proposito” es el arma implacable que te lleva a alcanzar lo que de verdad quieres…besitos
ah. ah … one forgot me. (ajjajajajajajaj)
Miedo.inseguridad, and fears. there are the necessary ingredients to seduce a situation, but unnecessary for relaizarla are an obstacle to think. (mmm. erase them: does it spoil?).( mmm ..borralos ¿aja?)..